the healing power of music


7.4.08

sengoku was glorious!

thank you, dearheart!  again, the best guy on a date is... JOHNNY SEBESTYEN.

 i had SO MUCH FUN.  you are like a knight, as i bask in your reflected glory!!

4.4.08

bitch is the new black...

but black is the new president, bitch.

tracy morgan, SNL.

22.3.08

 
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11.3.08

laugh and cry: AT THE SAME TIME!!! oh, and LEARN...learn.






doy. just, doy.

as i reinstall windows YET AGAIN, who is being funneled by way of cattle cars to where and why THIS TIME: are we to be a silent accomplice?

let's figure it out before we have to be like 1930s Germans, borrowing sugar from our neighbors as we breath in the sweet smell of their ovens burning people:





what is it i am REALLY not paying attention to??? all of us?? we have our drugs/self help/school/pets/tv shows/ car payments/"political process"/school/dating/revenge/FOOD and food for thought/film studies/more drugs/ice cream/religion/to BLOG or NOT TO BLOG/make up and hair and nails (nothing wrong with that)/rape and rape fantasies/car repair/lawsuits/prejudices/progressive reform ideas like FOOD NOT BOMBS or the Fourth Reich/windows operating system re-installs... but what is all of this SMOKE SCREEN or ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; just watch crispin glover, here... he's wonderful and part of the revolution. geez, he's good. i saw him once! at the silverlake trader jjoes. i'd like to think we had a moment. he was wearing a pea coat. i was staring slack-jawed at him...
Crispin Glover on Acid
get me or don't get me: watch. think. don't count on me getting too much further; i'm running VISTA and will be reinstalling soon... again.... NO, Anna, think POSITIVE::: visualize and it shall BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! yipppeeeee!

enuf'z'nuf????......... REALLY!!!!

seriously, sad.


answer my poll. ------------------>>>>>
this biz'nuss has NO Biz'nuss in my brain....
not a bad song, compared to some. BLECHHH! *spit*

10.3.08

"a place to bury starngers"... the new "ride"?!

if i understand this interface correctly, if you click the title above, you should be whisked to the myspace page for my new favorite band, a place to bury strangers... or maybe i just wanted to say "interface". you'll never know. or will you? did you CLICK the title above? did it whisk you back here (UGH!) or there, where you should check-out (o.k., CLICK) ocean first, as far as i am concerned, then whichever. they are all very good. i will not have this as my favorite band forever... just long enough to interface with those who need to know, much like a music-medium, and much like a bee, once i sting I DIE. *choke* *gasp* uhhhhhhhhhh.

(nota bene: 'i know i'll see you' by APTBS starts off really well, then, well......... guess these were my last words... don't forget to burn ..... the.....)




8.3.08

Mercurochrome & Don't Curse the Darkness (and DO NOT steal these band names)


Mercurochrome / Don't Curse the Darkness

(new band name / new album name)



am·biv·a·lence /æmˈbɪvələns/ –noun
1. uncertainty or fluctuation, esp. when caused by inability to make a choice or by a simultaneous desire to say or do two opposite or conflicting things.
2. Psychology. the coexistence within an individual of positive and negative feelings toward the same person, object, or action, simultaneously drawing him or her in opposite directions.

quix·ot·ic -[kwik-sot-ik] –adjective
1.(sometimes initial capital letter) resembling or befitting Don Quixote.
2.extravagantly chivalrous or romantic; visionary, impractical, or impracticableimpulsive and often rashly unpredictable.



def·er·ence [def-er-uhns] –noun
1.respectful submission or yielding to the judgment, opinion, will, etc., of another. 2.respectful or courteous regard: in deference to his wishes.

un·mit·i·gat·ed [uhn-mit-i-gey-tid] –adjective
1.not mitigated; not softened or lessened: unmitigated suffering.
2.unqualified or absolute: an unmitigated bore.

ac·com·mo·da·tion [uh-kom-uh-dey-shuhn] –noun
1.the act of accommodating; state or process of being accommodated; adaptation.
2.adjustment of differences; reconciliation.
3.Sociology. a process of mutual adaptation between persons or groups, usually achieved by eliminating or reducing hostility, as by compromise or arbitration.
4.anything that supplies a need, want, favor, convenience, etc.
5.Usually, accommodations.
a.lodging.
b.food and lodging.
c.a seat, berth, or other facilities for a passenger on a train, plane, etc.
6.readiness to aid or please others; obligingness.
7.a loan.

5.3.08

3.3.08

MORE RAVES...

FASHIOINISTA the blog, but my fave part is Streetwalker, where they shoot (photos) of random people on the street. Check it out!

also, this blog is TOO TOO MUCH! Love IT!

2.3.08

THIS ONE GOES OUT TO THE ONE I LOVE...



SO SORRY about the shitty song reference, but dammit that's what the ONE I LOVE gets at this moment.... sour strains of SHITE songs' lyrics in the background of your brain as (hopefully) a reminder that you miss me, and that HEALING POWER of LAUGHTER! HA! honestly, i am stoned right now, or else i would be neither typing 'nor waxing-coherently....
*OOPS!* must stay on subject, my Love:


= rants and raves of the day, today. TODAY!

1) Whitley Strieber on George Noory speaking about something living in his ear, NEAR his ear, implanted there.... on purpose..... by an alien. i don't care what one thinks about space-life, late-night-radio personalities, or ears.... WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT THE "THING" REACTING to the doctor trying to remove it (who speaks MINUTES later about the process himself... see 2) below) .... IT IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE BEST THING ON AT THE TIME! period.


2) Strieber's doctor describing the same thing, next... and for LONGER! (oh! it's john leer! HE's the doctor?? i didn't think Dr. john leer was that or ANY kind of doctor!! it's like me doing your nails! i'm not QUALIFIED for this!


3) those were raves. here is a rant: missing you and going through the most existentialistically crucial moments of my life. thanks and and my brain is paralysed. i hope i hope i'm right and this is all a bad dream and i'll wake up in your arms and i'll be a high powered wine broker (my new goal as a profession.... see 4) below) and you'll be doing many swarf-related aero-5-and even 6-axis projects, we'll be non-smokers, wine drinkers but only professionally, with those kids we want and that cat we love, eating proper veg-meals (with made-with-love-by-family-meat), no clutter, no clutter and no clutter, happy and healthy.
NOT CRYING. getting tougher. johnny, bet you almost cried too.
oh: make sure the cat's inside. it's windy. i love you. not crying. for realz.

NEXT RAVE)

4)BEING IN THE WINE INDUSTRY.




5) wasn't there a 80's 90's song that went: "stand or fall..... *look me in the eye*/or *sleep good sleep tonight* or SOME Thing like that?? name the tune? noory just played it as a bumper. well not Noory, cuz though the some really wasn't good, it wasn't nearly bad enough for George to pick it out to play. it was almost refreshing to here as a tune. took me back, really did.

6) CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF:

"OH , FUDGE!" ...this fudge i made with: fudge frosting, choco chips (double broiler), 1/2 tsp p. vanilla ext., 2/3 cup GRAPE NUTS. so very very good and fiber-luscious. decadent. deathly. Gothic.


the family guy!


da ali g show

learning a new language....

water (it's life-giving)


CAT POWER and MIA DOI TODD

the style of: Liza Minelli in cabaret + Faye Dunaway in network!!!! an ecstatic expression of garish en-garde!


??) what the hell is this????

10?) mind chimes (mac)
(pc)



RAVE of ALL RAVES: my brother is the BEST!

i will fight anyone who disagrees, and win.

BESTest BLOG EVER!!!

seriously. better than this blog.

click for the COREY STORY

do you know.... JACK?

gummo.

wow!

sugarcube

what's up, tiger lilly?... but first, more gummo.

the Real PAUL MOYER...

AMORICA!