as i reinstall windows YET AGAIN, who is being funneled by way of cattle cars to where and why THIS TIME: are we to be a silent accomplice?

let's figure it out before we have to be like 1930s Germans, borrowing sugar from our neighbors as we breath in the sweet smell of their ovens burning people:

what is it i am REALLY not paying attention to??? all of us?? we have our drugs/self help/school/pets/tv shows/ car payments/"political process"/school/dating/revenge/FOOD and food for thought/film studies/more drugs/ice cream/religion/to BLOG or NOT TO BLOG/make up and hair and nails (nothing wrong with that)/rape and rape fantasies/car repair/lawsuits/prejudices/progressive reform ideas like FOOD NOT BOMBS or the Fourth Reich/windows operating system re-installs... but what is all of this SMOKE SCREEN or ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; just watch crispin glover, here... he's wonderful and part of the revolution. geez, he's good. i saw him once! at the silverlake trader jjoes. i'd like to think we had a moment. he was wearing a pea coat. i was staring slack-jawed at him...
Crispin Glover on Acid
get me or don't get me: watch. think. don't count on me getting too much further; i'm running VISTA and will be reinstalling soon... again.... NO, Anna, think POSITIVE::: visualize and it shall BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! yipppeeeee!