laugh and cry: AT THE SAME TIME!!! oh, and LEARN...learn.

doy. just, doy.

as i reinstall windows YET AGAIN, who is being funneled by way of cattle cars to where and why THIS TIME: are we to be a silent accomplice?

let's figure it out before we have to be like 1930s Germans, borrowing sugar from our neighbors as we breath in the sweet smell of their ovens burning people:

what is it i am REALLY not paying attention to??? all of us?? we have our drugs/self help/school/pets/tv shows/ car payments/"political process"/school/dating/revenge/FOOD and food for thought/film studies/more drugs/ice cream/religion/to BLOG or NOT TO BLOG/make up and hair and nails (nothing wrong with that)/rape and rape fantasies/car repair/lawsuits/prejudices/progressive reform ideas like FOOD NOT BOMBS or the Fourth Reich/windows operating system re-installs... but what is all of this SMOKE SCREEN or ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; just watch crispin glover, here... he's wonderful and part of the revolution. geez, he's good. i saw him once! at the silverlake trader jjoes. i'd like to think we had a moment. he was wearing a pea coat. i was staring slack-jawed at him...
Crispin Glover on Acid
get me or don't get me: watch. think. don't count on me getting too much further; i'm running VISTA and will be reinstalling soon... again.... NO, Anna, think POSITIVE::: visualize and it shall BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! yipppeeeee!

enuf'z'nuf????......... REALLY!!!!

seriously, sad.


answer my poll. ------------------>>>>>
this biz'nuss has NO Biz'nuss in my brain....
not a bad song, compared to some. BLECHHH! *spit*

"a place to bury starngers"... the new "ride"?!

if i understand this interface correctly, if you click the title above, you should be whisked to the myspace page for my new favorite band, a place to bury strangers... or maybe i just wanted to say "interface". you'll never know. or will you? did you CLICK the title above? did it whisk you back here (UGH!) or there, where you should check-out (o.k., CLICK) ocean first, as far as i am concerned, then whichever. they are all very good. i will not have this as my favorite band forever... just long enough to interface with those who need to know, much like a music-medium, and much like a bee, once i sting I DIE. *choke* *gasp* uhhhhhhhhhh.

(nota bene: 'i know i'll see you' by APTBS starts off really well, then, well......... guess these were my last words... don't forget to burn ..... the.....)